The hyped girl.....

een said:
me fatt hou + fatt tin + fatt wan

A better person....

I just reached Semenyih and I kinda enjoyed my trip back to Semenyih, listening to radio....

On my way back, I kept thinking about myself... I've been driving abit too fast and reckless lately, but today's driving improved. I didn't drive over 100km/h. I didn't overtake cars recklessly and I certainly did not take any sharp corners dangerously. I'm sorry for those who sat on my car recently.

Well...
I'll move on..
I need to update myself.... all the example shits, courseworks, and stuffs.
I need to be understanding as well =)
I've got lab this week =(... means I need to do a lab report.. Oh no....

Today's radio songs selection was quite good. Kinda enjoyed my trip back Semenyih with all those Chinese songs I used to listen to. Bring back good old memories. One.fm is kinda good. Try it. It's frequency is 88.1

Aite, I've got 9am class.. Goodnight..

Wake up wake up

Its been quite some time...
Yeah, I do miss you very much...
I miss the times we spent together, especially when we were at Sg. Wang and Genting. This 2 places surely brings memories whenever i step on those places.
I miss the smile on your face that can instantly makes me happy as well =)
When we were dating, how I wish I could pay your bills and get stuffs for you, but I'm just a poor person and I couldn't do all those....
When we were dating, how I wish I could be a BF which you are proud of, but it seems like its not
When we were dating, how I wish there were times you would just listen to me but I think my words carry no weight... Maybe its wrongly expressed..
When we were dating, how I wish I'd do romantic stuffs for you, but I am just not a romantic person I think...
It has been some time since I last met you
It has been some time since I last saw you
But what I would say is...
Don't take things for granted... Cherish your loved ones..
I hope what you told me the other day is just a joke, and you would not do such thing >.<''
I'll be worried if you are really doing what you told me the other day..
I don't know how you've changed, but you really seem different already..
Be strong, be smart and stay happy =)
After this post, I'll not write about you anymore..


I've been screwing up with my life recently... Seems like I've created lotsa enemies currently..
But no matter what happen, I still always have myself intact.
Smile is good... Smile cures one's problems, worry, sorrow, sickness and anything you can think of. A smile can destress and kill the loneliness in someone.

Smile more :)

Being close with ex after breakup is seriously a very hard thing to do. I've tried but I've failed terribly. Hmmm... Egoism kills.
After breakup, everything's totally different but no matter what, stay on track and recover fast.
I'm not good in recovering fast in love relationship. How I hope I could be like you.

I need to climb up from where I fell down...
Seeking light, creating hope, and endure myself
If I don't, I will screw up my 2nd semester...
Then my parents will screw me up....
Then my brothers would screw me up too...
and I will also screw up myself =(
Okay, I need to start moving my ass, study smart and study hard.. Easier said then done..
Wish me luck..
I wish you all the best..
Take care
<3

P/s: I've been crapping quite a lot in this post, I'd be better next week..I'd put happier things, and I'll smile more =)

Tired and lazy

Its a tiring day after staying up for football last night. Watching MU vs Inter. MU pawned Inter, but I think Inter is quite unlucky not to have scored one but hit post twice. Poor Inter.

For having 2 1/2hrs of sleep, I occupied myself the whole day with lectures and sports. It's really really exhaustive after the sports, felt like collapsing, but my lappie gave me energy, so I didn't take my nap today.

Hmmm, I sorta skipped my dinner today, just had some chips only with H2O. I really need to get myself occupied with stuffs nowadays. If I don't, I'm just gonna get emo anything thinking this and that. Aih.... My industrial visit blogging is still incomplete, but what I would summarise about this trip is that, I've learnt alot in this trip, the good... the bad and the ugly.

Good things I learnt in that trip is that I've seen the stuffs right in front of my eyes rather than the text books or pictures shown in lectures. I've seen what a chemical engineer do and I got no idea whether I would like my job or not in the future. I also learnt frisbee and enjoyed myself in the sunny beach, as well as watching stars by the beach. Well, it would be better if it was done with a girlfriend coz watching with guys makes it looked so GAY!

Some of the bad things I developed lately is impatience, smelly mouth, talk alot. Well, I made people angry, make people hate me and watched people being angry as well, but I don't really seem to care much about others anymore. Well, I do admit that i'm slightly depressed as of late, maybe i ain't used to be a single yet. Hope I'll do recover soon.

Lastly, this week has been a dirty, tiring, stinking, smelly, emo, jiwang, happy, sad, disappointed, and all sorts of mixed feelings. Hmmm. waste audit really sucks, collecting rubbish, separating rubbish and weighing rubbish. And on wednesday, after cleaning stuffs, I went for dancing session immediately . Stinking hands!

p/s: I missed 2 friday lectures back to back. Hopefully I won't miss it later.

Industrial visit 3D 2N (Day 1)

Day 1
This day started with insufficient sleep. My bro's came back and the only time I can celebrate mom's birthday together is early in the morning. Had Bak kut teh after parents fetched my 2 bros and ended up playing DotA with bros til 4.30am. Didn't get and want to sleep though as I need to move my ass to Semenyih at 5.00am. Had to leave earlier because I need to head back to BSS to pack some stuffs for the trip.

As usual, I was late and I left house at 5.20am, so I ended up speeding my way to BSS. Hopefully policemen are asleep at this time or else I'd get myself screwed up for speeding towards Semenyih. Reached BSS in like 25 mins. Meet up point is in University and I wasn't late in the end and slowly waiting for the bus and friends to gather around. Quite enthusiastic about this trip as the schedule shows that we are going to Cherating Beach (Which I have never been to) and 2 industrial visits (Which I havn't even visited any before even when I am now a year 2 student).

After boarding the bus, we head off and around 1 hour -2 hours later, we stopped for Breakfast in a rest area. Didn't even take initiative to get to know what rest area is this because everything there looks un-apetizing. Things are are so expensive and don't really looked nice so I ended up with ONLY milk.

Let's skip this whole boring part to the time we reached Kemaman after 6 hours of bus riding. What I can say is, the bus is shaky, bumpy and I CANNOT rest well. I even got my neck twisted in the middle of my rest. Well, we reached Kemaman for lunch around 1pm. The lunch is not in my favor as well. Look at it yourself.

It was raining, and after our lunch, we headed back to our hostel which is some sort of a Rakan Muda Complex. The room is not bad though, very big with lotsa space to move around.
Here are some pictures of the hostel room and what people do inside it:

This is my bed and my luggages for this industrial visit trip.

The half-naked tai ko talking giving instructions while some are just asleep.
Chien Yi NERDING but he looks like being pat or something.. hmm.
I don't know what is Gavin trying to do, maybe he was wanting to capture the next photo shown below or maybe he is doing something else.
The happy couples, sleeping in the direction of Gavin's photoshooting picture. Well, this is a male dorm, but, who cares.

A picture from day 2: Tai ko with 3 chicks.

Hmmm.. we spend our afternoon and night time in a beach. We are supposedly to be heading to cherating today but due to some unforeseen circumstances we went to another beach. I don't know what is the name of the beach because this beach sucks big time. It's environment is dirty, smelly and the water is dirty as well.
These are some of the sceneries of this beach. I didn't take the dirty part of the beach but this beach is really a dangerous beach to play games.


Even with all the dirty environment, most of the guys ended up wet while the girls are just like girls being dry throughout the whole day in the beach. Kinda enjoyed the time here.
Fingerprints in the sand!
and myself.
Well, the sands here are kinda not so good though, so i'm quite lazy to draw anything on it.
One of the games we played on this beach is frisbee! I am new in it and I know I sucked in it. Well, no matter how bad I am, the person who caught the main attention is Woon Czen (Tai Ko). He eventually kicked a damn log while running and there he goes. Poor fella.

The dinner for tonight is BBQ by the beach. Well, it wasn't me who did the BBQ job but I found a job to do there as well. My job is actually being a QC for some of the food. Well, I'm hungry. Can't blame me. We had BBQ under a starry starry night. I don't know much about watching stars but, Swan told me something though:
Stars has alot of colours if u looked deeply like.... blue, red, green, pink, yellow, orange. Okay, i actually forget wat colour she told me, so I simply typed all those colours out.
I trusted her and I ended up unsuccessful. Okay, I am not good in this.
Well, one of the starry starry scenes. The next line is HM's idea. Can imagine a situation of me and HM with a background of a music like...
Shou jian shou 1 bu, 2 bu, 3 bu, 4 bu wang zhe tian,
Kan xing xing 1 ge, 2 ge, 3 ge, 4 ge bla bla bla...
Baby baby ....
okay, I don't remember the lyrics, maybe someone would volunteer to correct it.
The sky is full of stars.

This is all for the first day!

Hope....

Somethings not right today. Due to exhaustion after sports for whole evening yesterday, I decided to skipped today's 3 hour lecture which pathetically starts at 9 in the morning. Since I skipped the classes, I'd go home earlier today and I ended up in a big jam. Jam at such odd hours like 11.15am. Manage to reach home at 12.15pm and I wanna do my laundry

Laundry part is so so so screwed up. Once home, I did my laundry. The washing machine didn't move. Spoilt with some screwed up error. I gave myself a few attempts before I finally gave up. I wonder what's wrong with it. I ended up washing clothes with my hands. Whole week's laundry in 1 go and I ended up hurting my own fingers due to the effects of chemical products.

Later today, where someone who repairs air-cond came to my house, he repaired n clean 2 A/C's and he tried to repair the washing machine as well. So, I showed him how did the washing machine not function earlier. Upon my first attempt, it is suddenly back in function. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU.

Hope things gets better tomorrow with my industrial visit trip to kelantan.
Hope I'd enjoy playing in the beach tomorrow.
Hope Cherating Beach is good as I've never been there before.

It's a wet and hungry day

This semester starts with the worst subject. Every Monday starts with that subject and the class ends up a sleepy one. Everyone had problem understanding what the lecturer is trying to interpret with his English but he puts lots of effort in his teaching though.

It had been raining cats and dogs this few days. It is so heavy until I am stranded in my house not being able to go for dinner outside. I'm starving and when I'm starving, I won't do work except.. SLEEP which I did whole day today.

Food, I crave for food. I'm really hungry right now. Been too busy lately and not in the mood the update the blog recently. Raining seems like a sad thing when I'm down. I don't know why, don't ask me why.

Lightning and thunderstorm is striking hard everywhere. I'm sure some might be afraid of it. It even woke me up from my sleep when it sounds like it hit my house. Luckily, I wasn't the victim.

Oh yeah, this week my schedule is full of 9am classes and I hate classes this early as I will have problems waking up for such early classes. OMG....